Music Interlude "When It Hurts So Bad"- Lauryn Hill

"Here's to knowing that who you choose may not be the one that has been chosen for you. Love doesn't hurt! I've been here. Know when to fold em"


When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad
Why's it feel so good?
When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad
Why's it feel so good?

I loved real, real hard once
But the love wasn't returned
Found out the man I'd die for
He wasn't even concerned
I tried, and I tried, and I tried
To keep him in my life
I cried, and I cried, and I cried
But I couldn't make it right
But I, I loved the young man
And if you've ever been in love,
Then you'd understand

What you want might make you cry
What you need might pass you by
If you don't catch it,
If you don't catch it,
And what you need ironically
Will turn out what you want to be
If you just let it,
If you just let it

See, I thought this feeling
It was all that I had
But how could this be love
And make me feel so bad?
Gave up my power,
I existed for you
But whoever knew the voodoo you'd do?
But I, I loved the young man
And if you've ever been in love you'd understand
What you want might make you cry
What you need might pass you by
If you don't catch it
And what you need ironically
Will turn out what you want to be
If you just let it,
What you want might make you cry
What you need might pass you by
If you don't catch it
And what you need ironically
Will turn out what you want to be
If you just let it,
If you just let it

When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad
Why's it feel so good?
When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad

When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad
Why's it feel so good?
When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad
When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad
When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad
When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad

Music Interlude "We Could Be"- Keyshia Cole

I'm diggin' everything you appear to be,and im wondering if we could be real good, good friends?

Music Interlude "Energy" by Keri Hilson

Music Interlude Faith Evans - "Right Here"

Music Interlude "Where you @"- Jennifer Hudson

This Song is COLD...I Love It

Music Interlude "He Has His Hands On You" - Marvin Sapp

Music Interlude "The BLAST" Hi Tek & Talib Kweli

This takes me back to sitting out on my grandma's steps on Barnaby terr.; back in the early 00's, when life seemed so carefree lol...i like to reminise, but i realize time is present and focused on now......KEEP ON DANCING!

Music Interlude: Jim Jones- Emotionless

Sometimes i wish i had an off switch for the emotions i have...sometimes i look at myself and be like, ok???? that was an overreaction...or damn, you need to get a grip....funny if i didn't feel the way i do at times. i'd be labeled "EMOTIONLESS" Put my emotions aside
Cause they can never take my alive

Music Interlude "Brand New"- Keyshia Cole

Nowadays i just want that something brand new....

Music Interlude "Imagine Me" by Kirk Franklin

i woke up this morning feeling better than i've felt anyday waking up this week. inspite of the things happening in my life, i realized last night after praying on it- that i need to fight to keep my sanity, fight to be happy; because as long as i stay angry, stay upset, walk around with my head gone- i'm allowing the enemy to win- which isn't in the cards; i'm gonna try my hardest to put a smile on my face and get my sh!t together

Music Interlude Marsha Ambrosius – Far Away

Youtube Comments:
“Touching video. It shows that no one should be judged, persecuted, or be criticized for being gay. I’m not gay, but I do think gay people should have the same rights as straight people because at the end of the day, it really is the same thing, which is LOVE and LOVE doesn’t see gender. LOVE doesn’t discriminate, LOVE doesn’t persecute and LOVE doesn’t criticize. She’s bringing the reality in front of our eyes.”

Now since the saying goes God is Love. I want you replace “Love” with God in the comment I just quoted. Makes sense? yeah.. thats my point.

This was so powerful. I think it's so sad that people are persecuted because of their sexuality. You don't persecute smokers, do you? You don't persecute drinkers, do you? You don't persecute promiscuous people, you even applaud men for it! Why should someone's life be in physical danger because of what THEY practice in THEIR bedroom? I'm straight, but I think people have Human right, to love whoever they want. I'm a Christian, I don't necessarily agree with it, but it's a PERSONAL choice.

Music Interlude "Hold On (Change is Coming)"- Sounds of Blackness

as if you cannot tell, i'm going through somethings right now; the devil and his followers got my back up against the wall, and although my lord is my sword and shield; my rock! i still feel the pressure, i still feel the pain, i still cry at times, but you know what..i'm gonna hold on to my faith, a change is coming, and i'm gonna be a better woman as i go thru this #believethat....check out what my friend posted on fb with this videoA (( CHANGE IS ON THE WAY )) I'M SO GLAD THAT OUR STRUGGLES, THEY WON'T LAST ALWAYS! I'M SO GLAD THAT THIS PAIN... IT WON'T LAST ALWAYS! FOR THOSE ARE GOING THROUGH... WE MAY BE DOWN TODAY... BUT THE JOY OF THE LORD! COMES IN THE MORNING.... I CAN FEEL A CHANGE... MY GOD! MY GOD! A CHANGE IS ON THE WAY IN 2011 AMEN!!

Music Interlude "Alright"- Allen Anthony

a classic song that i'm keeping on repeat for a few days

SOMETIME WE HAVE TO STRUGGLE IN ORDER TO REACH FOR SOMETHING BETTER

Music Interlude "I'm Walking"- Mary Mary

Music Interlude.."The Thing About Love"-Alicia Keys

Don't tell me that I'm not the only that's going through it all
Oh sometimes I feel like I'm the only that's going through it all
But its time
Oh its time
For me to shine

Music Interlude: Living All Alone- Phyllis Hyman

Music Interlude: Who Are You?- By Nas

Music Interlude: Nipsey Hussle - Bigger Than Life (Ft. June Summers)

Music Interlude..."Different"-Goapele

Music Interlude....""CONFUSED IN LOVE"- Keyshia Cole